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I don't want to save the world.

I find those that want to save the world to be selfish beings. To want to save the world, we first have to create an idea of how the world should be like. To want to change the world, it is wanting it to match my ideas about how it should and should not be.
Me, I have no idea of which world I’d like to live in. Imagination, human memory being without limits, I can imagine an infinity of worlds in which I could live.
I would even go as far as to say that I like the world we live in, just as it is, just as I live it. For now, I live in this world, so I must make the best out of it.

Of course, I see things that can make me sad. I would be a monster if there wasn’t. Kids that have no childhood, hungry families, war on tv. I am a modern kid, I see the wars and horrors on tv. I know the world comes with it’s problems.
”The world is full of suffering” says the budhist mantra, “we all seek happiness” it keeps on chanting.

Too often, this suffering makes us incapable of dealing with things when faced with what we see as problems. We like to think of happiness, but we rarely live it. Happiness remains like a far away land, in which we only take refuge in our dreams, instead of living it right here and right now.
A simple truth is that the more we seek happiness, the more we go away from it.
Each continent of the world comes with it’s own set of problems. Wheter the continent is in development stage, or whether it is full on technological, nobody seems to fully escape this human suffering.

Each lives this suffering very personaly.

I do not want to change the world, I just want to live in it.

Me, I do not know anything. I travel the world barely touching the world under my feet. In the world, staying slightly detached from it. Every day discovery of the outside world helps me to relate better to my inner world. Every day, the both become more and more indistinguishable.

Me, I know nothing, and I like the world just as it is. I will keep on my little way, quietly and in music. I will keep on helping others when I can, not because of some sense of moral code, just because I feel like it.



I do not have any hope that my actions will give such and such result, for the simple reason that I can not tell the future. I do not have any hope that my acts could help or not, I do not have any hope that tomorrow things will be better. Hope is also a projection of things as we would like them to be. It is better to all together give up this selfish hope.
If I paint an orphanage, it is because I feel like it, if I give some rupee to a person that has less than me, it is because I feel like it.

Maybe I am just a selfish person, but really I think we all are selfish beings. Too bad ego has been rolled in the mud by most if not all religious systems. Ego became a dirty word, it became something we are supposed to get rid of.
Yet, this ego I have, is all I have, all I can hold on to. I can not seem to see it as something that I should get rid of. I can make an infinity of experiences with this ego, I can transform it, but never can I fully get rid of it.


This Atman of the Hindus, it is me, it is you, it is everything.
And Atman whispers: “I am nothing. I know everything. I am everything, I know nothing.”


So, let’s enjoy the moments that pass, me and my ego. We watch things pass by, we fully experience things, all while knowing that really, we do not know anything at all. We are alive, and it’s already a lot.


Fuzz and joy from the city of flags, Kathmandu, Nepal.

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