Experiment friends only
Tue, June 10, 2008 - 2:47 PM
OK experiment (If I can see through all these fuclkin symbols'~

10mg vapoirised' (nn-DMT)

A heavy body load somewhat like alcohol' Amal nitrate' goes no where in particular'~

20mg' much the same' but also a big expansion of conciousnss' cev's not much open eyed difference'

30mg' one hits the veil hard' everything is as perceieved' from soft to' diamond density' the one lifts free of memories attachments' and is set free in the cover of the veil'~OEV CEV's not quite melted, but involved'~ pindot seeing' eye scrutinieses everything until it melts' in spirals' stil have body'~
Everything still looks the same, just sharper' n' mor complicated to scan'~

40mg
50mg
60mg' Nobody unless one looks for it'
Much the same' excepth eyes open begins to melt' like someone swashed paint all over' geometric' evolving ribbons' mind looks at the expession trumpets like a flower then dies'

80mg' now things go past hard' diamond' they become' all' no body' no' here' moving' breathing' (breath is most important) as of rememberancs' they are in the background as' I shall come back in 5 minutes shit'~ Everything is emulsion' my breath is the breath of the universe' eyes open eyes closed the same' everything sharp triangles' diamonds' coils' everything' including myself melts into all' (I forget to breath at the beauty of it all'~
strange experience on the off beats of heart' the picture hangs' as if still shotted' no electrcal impulses trigger the brain to move' momentarily'~


100mg up out' no rememberances' void experience' one forgets to breath' and has to be shaken by ones bro' for to give of rememberances' of body to breath' can see nothing eyes open or eyes closed' only a massive vortex of grey light' all pindot atom percetion has vanished' almost completely grey' but rainbows as of when one breaths'~ serious fear of dying' no rational explenation' for this feeling' just that evrything has become so large as to lose myself by reference location'~

140mg' I went blue' did not beath of body for nearly 3 minutes' a rocket up and out' all' nothing' the breath I took upon return' gave me life from the void of nothingness' not even electricity existed' no light' no dark' no nothing'~

These folks acounts of this and that after inhalation is pure frear' fantasy'

I can go again' if you like'~

160mg if you are sure you can give of my body the attachments it requires to function as an organism'~

I can see nothing above 90 mg' so the rest would just kill me'; then you would have to shake and jump up and down on me so as I could remember of where I am'~ an breath'~

All the stories of explanations are just fantasy'~

One goes out through a load of colours n' dissapears'~ the chaos one percieves is caused by rememberances' rememberances create the awesome stories'

If one can hold it' One is inwards' outwards to infinity' for the moment that one is not breathing'
The beath of life' gives one attachments to body'~

One comes back'~

900 mic of LSH next' lets see of where that goes'v without any input of fear'~

I shall let you know'~

I am guessing it shall just launch my light body into my psychic realms for 8-13 hours'
I shall become Eagle'

We shall see' have been here and there many times'~ not much in there out there that I can not stick in myself'~

Shocked and suprised'

Not anymore'~

Bliss'~

Motu'~

n' lots of Floria water' head' chest' back' feet' legs' ams' Ice' cold to go'~can't see thes fuckim symbolfs'~